the last day of my exam..
Hmm, 21st march 2005...the last day of my exam...my clinical viva was today morning first session...hmm...how do i feel...tah laa...not sure
Cocnclusion...it was an experience that i will never forget ...my long case was Schizoprenia secondary to throtoxicosis complicated with heart failure, post thyrodectomy for a week, currently in her eight pregnancy, with 3 abortions. It was a hard case to clerk and examine in an hour, only god knows how i felt sitting there writing and wondering. My short cases were cushing, multiple gestation and ACL. The examiners-long case-Prof Zaleha, Prof Hamid, Prof Thambi, Prof Syed, Dr Asma. short case- Prof Ng, Prof Shahidan, Prof Rahman, Prof Syaraf.
One thing i realised being up there at 10th floor, was the good and nice feeling, of having people knowing and care about you.The best thing and what really touched me was all the PKs, Kakak, KJs, doctors and registras, that kept wishing me, asking how was it, and look at me with such a warm look.
Maybe i'm not the distinction student at this time, the long case was tiring, and i did not have the urge to push for my short case, even it was quite easy. But i know, it is not what i had perform during that 2 hours that matter, it was during the 5 years....that really counts to me, and to people who knows. Passing by the corridor walking out the examination hall, i know these people have believe and do care about me, and that is the most wonderful feeling that i gathered during this examination.
As i was driving this evening, driving home, i smiled. Lot of people get lucky, they got nice short case, know the diagnosis, present it well, and get a distinction. People expect me to be one of those....but i'm not sure i can't with this current situation. But, deep inside, i feel relieved and proud, that i got an extraordinary case for my exam, so, i know i concluded my medical student life, with such a thing that worth all the years of hard word. Insyallah,the experience really open up several things that i tend to ignore before. Hope allah is with me, always. Pray for me, wasalam
Cocnclusion...it was an experience that i will never forget ...my long case was Schizoprenia secondary to throtoxicosis complicated with heart failure, post thyrodectomy for a week, currently in her eight pregnancy, with 3 abortions. It was a hard case to clerk and examine in an hour, only god knows how i felt sitting there writing and wondering. My short cases were cushing, multiple gestation and ACL. The examiners-long case-Prof Zaleha, Prof Hamid, Prof Thambi, Prof Syed, Dr Asma. short case- Prof Ng, Prof Shahidan, Prof Rahman, Prof Syaraf.
One thing i realised being up there at 10th floor, was the good and nice feeling, of having people knowing and care about you.The best thing and what really touched me was all the PKs, Kakak, KJs, doctors and registras, that kept wishing me, asking how was it, and look at me with such a warm look.
Maybe i'm not the distinction student at this time, the long case was tiring, and i did not have the urge to push for my short case, even it was quite easy. But i know, it is not what i had perform during that 2 hours that matter, it was during the 5 years....that really counts to me, and to people who knows. Passing by the corridor walking out the examination hall, i know these people have believe and do care about me, and that is the most wonderful feeling that i gathered during this examination.
As i was driving this evening, driving home, i smiled. Lot of people get lucky, they got nice short case, know the diagnosis, present it well, and get a distinction. People expect me to be one of those....but i'm not sure i can't with this current situation. But, deep inside, i feel relieved and proud, that i got an extraordinary case for my exam, so, i know i concluded my medical student life, with such a thing that worth all the years of hard word. Insyallah,the experience really open up several things that i tend to ignore before. Hope allah is with me, always. Pray for me, wasalam
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